Will we live to see France again? Will we live to see Spain? Will we live to venture forth on wide and open plains? To finish out our legacy as the greatest pair ever known, while dueling with every evil, emotion and phsyical clone. With flash of red and and swoop of green, and dash of a mournful tear, with an honest tie and brotherly bond, may we never have been known to be here. Might we pick up another on this long sought journey, either friend or turned out foe? Will we ever get to live a moment out of worry or woe? To arrive at the final standpoint, where all reality comes to a still, staring your venom in the face, thirsty for a kill. We're long hair bandits for all that is good, with heart beyond comprehension, watch us continue galiantly now with art exceeding invention. A separate force that ties us together that somehow keeps us alive. Still living through all these great misfortunes, dodging each stroke of the scythe. We live with a purpose, with the fury of kings, with a motto that beckons a call, let us take what we win, save what we love, all for one and one for all.

Prompt:
ST. PETERSBURG, Fla., March 6 (UPI) -- A Florida woman whose 15-year-old son got into a fatal crash in her car has been charged with manslaughter.
Lesa Ledesma, 42, of St. Petersburg was arrested Wednesday, six months after the crash, the Tampa Tribune reported.
Prosecutors say that Ledesma gave her son, Shawn, the keys to her 2006 Saturn on Sept. 15 even though she knew that he could only drive legally with an adult in the seat beside him and not after 10 p.m.
Shawn picked up some friends and then hit another car, losing control of the Saturn, which flipped over. Rachel Carreras, a high school student, was killed when she was thrown from the vehicle.
"Independent witnesses observed Lesa Ledesma provide the keys to Shawn Ledesma, fully aware that Shawn Ledesma would be operating the motor vehicle without the supervision of a licensed adult," a highway patrol affidavit said.
Ledesma was freed on $10,000 bail.

Someone should have told him that what he did was wrong, that what he did was foolish, that he should have known it all along.
Someone should have told her to not to get in the car, that they were too young, that the trip was too far.
Someone should have told her to care for her kid, to act like she wanted her little boy to live.

He might have been a musician, he might have been jock, he might have gone on to invent a cure, or keep a family ‘round the clock. Perhaps he was funny, charismatic and sweet, the dreamy one girls thought of all week. We can’t really tell what was to be, but was it his fault? Don’t ask me.

She could have been a dancer, a singer, a mom, a degree in psychology, someone to depend on. Maybe she was beautiful, the envy of all girls, maybe she was easy to love. She might have been ready for an award the next day, was it her fault to end their lives that way?

She might have had other kids, but then again not, the jewels of her life, now “never forgot”. It’s the worst pain in the world to outlive your own, it’s not natural, you can’t feel, inconceivable, but real. Does she blame her self for the tragedy the occurred? Or is no one to blame for what was seen and heard?

And what about the driver, who must live with the guilt, even if it wasn’t him that destroyed the lives they built? He was probably coming back from an evening on the town, with his wife, with his girlfriend, with the guys, on his own. The last thing he planned to do was end another life, now he is faced with the worry and strife.

Is 10,000 dollars enough for their lives? Can you put a price on somebody’s pride? Maybe Rachel thought he was old enough to drive, but he and his mom thought they’d all survive. What were they thinking to endanger another, to hurt all the ones that possibly loved her?

Did they consider the danger of what’d surely come it was bad enough already to endanger her son. It was a problem of judgment for the two, maybe three, and because of it lives were taken innocently.

It’s not a fairy tale, these things really happen, the law isn’t there for jokes and knee slappin’. Take these lives as example to follow your own, and maybe you won’t end up like so many, all alone.

In the A.M thank you very much. I don't know what it is, but despite the fact that kenny and joe have gone to sleep, i continue to be up, and persist typing even though im in complete darkness. It's a definite test of my typing abilities. So heres what i plan to do. Type until i pass out with sleep. Maybe it comes out of nowhere really soon, or maybe i hit writers block, or maybe i stay up all night!! exciting, stay tuned to figure it out. I for one happen to think that a good hook is the most important part of any book, novela, short story, essay, livejournal entry etc. because i don't know about you, but that's the only thing that's ever convinced me to read any book. A bad hook, or complete lack of one will ruin it for me and even if the rest of the book is friggen amazing, i won't enjoy it. Maybe that's why i don't like all those great books of american literature. Note for future authors. Hook me! DIABEETUS that man makes me laugh every single time i see him. Not only have i gotten countless amounts of bumper stickers about him, but i see pictures of him and it's unfortunate that there are people who can't immediately understand and instantly laugh at it. Ok i lied, i only have two bumperstickers from him. The lastest news on that one, me being a liar? not a surprise to anyone. Dippin chicken too, cheeseburger lettuce, ice cream too. Freindlees comercial? Yes indeed. I was at friendlees not too long ago. I saw a massive fat black woman there. I laughed very hard the second i saw her...er, it? I was tearing up and my mum got mad at me. But i blame her for my racism...can't attribute my fattism to her, on the count of how she's a weight loss counselor. I think i just clearly understand the repulsiveness that it lazy whiney fat people. Ahhh, kelsey keeps calling me a dork. But i am so there's really nothing wrong with that. Isn't that cute? Dorky love? So with the diabeetus commericials must come a show with it correct? Well that'd be fresh prince of bell aire. You know you want too... IIIIIIIIIIIIIIn WEST philadelphia born and raised on the playground is where i spent most of my days. Chillen out relaxing, acting all cool whille playin some b-ball outside the school when a couple of guys, they were up to no good, started makin trouble in my neighborhood, i got in one litle fight and mah mom got scared she said "you're moving with your auntie and uncle in bell aire" I wistled for a cab and when it came near the liscence plate said fresh and there was dice in the mirror. I thought for a second this cab might be weird but i thought ahh forget it yo holmes to bell aire! *instrumental* dun dun dun dun dundund dund udndndun dun dun dund udn und dun DUN DUN DUUN I. Pulled. UP to a house about 7 or 8 and i yelled to the cabby yo holmes smell yah later, i looked at my kingdom i was finally there, to settle my throne as the prince of bell aire. That was wonderful now wasnt it? It seems like you just were singing that with me right? Ah my mom wanted to give the guniea pigs away but i said no. I read with them! i put em on my lap and read a good book, and then they squeal and make noises. I think it's because they're reading and just got to the good part. Either that or they're telling me i need to flip the page hehe my guin guins are too cute to give up on now! hehe. I don't want you and steve seeing each other anymore. Monopoly? Hmm what? No that doesnt make things better. Now i have questions. For how long? seemed crazy long. Sorry for being a stalker, but having acess to stuff like that, can you blame me? Too bad you can't do that to me, because you'd need my myspace, which has since been gone when i decided to get friends? Almost two years in case the ladies and gents were wondering. Oh im so excited. Im getting together with hannah and sam and we're buring all those tainted memories. Ive finally gotten to the point where i can comepletly forget about it, and actually its a few months over due that i do forget. It was all a terrible painful swirl in the end. I don't know what made me so persistent. bahh humbug. Joe's couch cannot suppport my massive girth, as i am falling through it. *readjust* slightly better. where was i? Does anyone even know anymore? I can't even count all the poems inspired. Speaking of poems i need to post more here. Believe it or not a few people actually like em, and if there's still people who care about it, then ill care about it too. It actually really helps. Specially when people critique it for me. Oh jeeze i think i just put the peices together. Is he what that post was about? Oh that raises an eyebrow. I felt bad about it as it is, so ill just forget about it. It's actually really weird thinking about it. Did we do the same things? Were they stronger? Lesser? Harder to do? i know it was for me. Thank you spawn of zombie. As in heartless. Kindom hearts anyone? I wish i was the tin man. It's weird. We're really similar. not too unalike him and i. Maybe if i took the chance to get to know him a few years ago when i knew him, id know. But everything happens for a reason i think, but when i was going over it, a lot of the peices were identical to ones of mine. Only slight discrepancies, his were with more fervor. Made it seem more important. Ill keep telling myself that they werent. That's worked in the past right? HA NO. But ive probably got a lot up there in my subconcious. hehe, thank you psychology. Im almost attributing that class to my unually mellow moods lately. I think i understand what makes people do things better now. Why i do tihngs, why things end, what makes the best things in life stop. stop? Doooooooont stop, beliiiiiiiiieven. DIABEETUS. *cough cough* Turbuculosis. And apparently not the corset? heheh, i fail... FAIL Oh find that "h" i think i want to go back and hit the enter key on every new thought. Should i ? no thatd make more sense out of this, no one wants that. KENNY STOP SNORING! he is out of control. I didn't believe you when you said four weeks. But you did have a secong opinion, so i guess it must be true. Im really sorry about that. Made up for it tonight right? hope so, i hate when you get mad at me. It's actually really cool. You and only one other person ive ever met are the only people who tell me when theres something wrong. With me i mean. If i did something wrong, if i hurt you,, you guys tell me. Sure i feel bad about it but you do afterwards? no! because i can actually productivley fix them if you talk to me about it! thank you two, the only two. I really don't like it with the whole SNEAK ATTACK we're mad at you paolo, have been for a week, havnt told you, figgured you'd just know id need you there. well no, i don'y know what to tell ha. Kelsey's officially going to sleep. wow 4 paddidles and a sleep against her? what is the end of the world? well close enough bascaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii cant i now type anymore? boood hiss! i was just about dont anyway. Make this out ill be causer. Hey. Goodnight my angel time to close your eyes, and sillo so many things i want to say. hey, dont let me forget to play that for you! you wanted me too and i psomished i wotuld.. night night!

I love being the person everyone turns to for thier problems. But since she can't see this i need to say it. Gwen, you dress like a tramp, you act like a whore, and you date the same kind of guys everytime. They're going to cheat on you, dont forgive them, you havnt found true love at the age of 15. Shut up and wear a proper pair of pants. Jeeze

See the photographs from behind your eyes, the ones from the beaches, of you in the trees, and the ones of you that you begged your friends to take off the internet becaues the were too embarassing. You pass by a few more buildings, ones got your trip to Spain, the one of your hungover 2nd cousin answering his apartment door, confused because he expected you tomorrow. Keep going down to the brownstone memories of making snowmen on the sidewalk, playing basketball in the street, learning how to ride a bike and continuously being distracted by the squirell and how its fluffy tail scared you when you were little. You hit a fork in the road, go right and see the days when you had headgear, as bad it is, take a left to see the pictures of when you were a baby and your uncle held you under his sack of stomach far as a game. You did not find it as amuzing as your older relatives did, for some odd eason. Ill opt to go straight ahead through the jello. watermelon jello of course. get to the top, throw your tiny friend in by her feet. You know, the one thats like 4 foot 10 inches, 90 pounds, you know who im talking about, give her a good chuck, you'll both have fun, really, how mad can you be in a pool of jello? Keep going to the end of the tour, pictures of you diving off buildings, hit the ground and go through. Somewhere in someones kitched you're going to fly our of thier fridge, ruining a perfectly good thursday night dinner. Nice. get a mouthful of mac and cheese. Say Thank you, and walk out casually. Hijack that bus, nicely mind you, and get back home through the slides in the park. Watch your nose, those bars on the playset hurt like a turtle jumping on top of a pocupine...only...way worse...yeah

since i can sleep in (thank you underclassmen!) im up watching movies all the time. just so you know, magnolia, running time about 3 hours and 15 mins long. it seemed longer. you know its good if i could watch such along movie and not want to stop. it's amazing, nuff said

1. Pick 20 of your favourite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Fill in the film title once it's guessed.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions.

1. "Come here, i just wanted to get your eyes right"
2."This lonesome gargoyle who burns in hell but secretly yearns for heaven secretly"
3. Satan, your ass is gigantic and red. Who am I going to pretend you are, Liza Minelli?"
4. "Let's not make a saint out of a sinner. Next time he may not be so helpful."
5. "I wish I could do something about this. But I can't. But I can promise you two things. One: I'll always look this good. Two: I'll never give up on you... ever."
6. "I tried to get an interview with him, but they said no, you can't do that he's a live bear, he will literally rip your face off."
7. "A long time ago, in the underground realm, where there are no lies or pain, there lived a Princess who dreamed of the human world. She dreamed of blue skies, soft breeze, and sunshine."
8. "9/11 times a hundred? Jesus, that's...Yes, 91,100. Basically, all the worst parts of the bible."
9. "Well, technically speaking, the operation is brain damage, but it's on a par with a night of heavy drinking. Nothing you'll miss."
10. "Which do you wanna fuck first, me or the knife?"
11. " I have no where to send this letter and no reason to believe you wish to receive it. I write it only for myself. And so I will hide it away with all things left unsaid and undone between us."
12. "You're an honest, decent person. Even though you are a Jew." "Oh... THANK you, your honor. How often does a man get a compliment like that?"
13. "You guys are pros. The best. I'm sure you can make it out of the casino. Of course, lest we forget, once you're out the front door, you're still in the middle of the fucking desert!"
14. "Oh yes... such practices. The Geishas of Japan, the concubines of Siam, the catamites of Greece, the harlots of India. I have them all here, drawings of them. Everything you've ever dreamed of doing with a woman. Would you like to see?"
15. "We used to make drawings... cave drawings! Which is my way of saying we were cave men. I went to camp so long ago, that I can remember saying "sticks and stones may break my bones" and meaning it! I went to camp so long ago that fucking Jesus Christ was my counselor! And my best friend hadn't fully evolved yet! His name was Ug and he walked on all fours! There were two epidemics when I went to camp: head lice, and the plague - the Bubonic plague!"
16. "He was decieved by a lie; we all were. It appears that the Chancellor is behind everything, including the war!"
17. "To make a fighter you gotta strip them down to bare wood: you can't just tell 'em to forget everything you know if you gotta make 'em forget even their bones... make 'em so tired they only listen to you, only hear your voice, only do what you say and nothing else... "
18. "Yeah, people have weird names nowadays. Once I pulled arrested this man-lady, and his legal first name was "Fuck"."He was Vietnamese, so it was spelled "Ph," but still that's pretty jarring to see on a drivers license."
19."I'm sorry. I'm sorry... And if it is any consolation I have heartburn that is radiating in my knee caps and I haven't taken a dump since like Wednesday... morning."

20. "You still think it's beautiful to die for your country. The first bombardment taught us better. When it comes to dying for country, it's better not to die at all."

It's what i just said. Im ready for my vacation to begin, but it's already over. See i came down with a 102 degree fever on saturday. Literally the first day of vacation. Out of commision for a day, and then reserved to my living room for the next three. Attempted doing something that night, but those plans were spoiled. to what? other people getting sick. and plus, i was still a little sick, only in denial. so it also kinda killed the mood of the night when i had to whip out the, im sorry, im still sick card. Thus killing anything memorable, no wrong, something memorable happened. At 8 in the friggen morning, complete downer. Actually, i like to look back at that night as the night of a thousand things that could have gone wrong. none of em did, but it ruined it for the whole week. Never going to be able to look at my block the same again. Next days are smitten with work, Kenny never leaving. Love him, but i need space to live!!! i wanted to sleep in my own bed with only me for just one night. so maybe i could go upstairs at a normal time, watch some seinfeld, talk to kelsey before i go to sleep, to have someone to say goodnight to, which actually i probabbly needed that. whatever. and then after that go to sleep to the sound of my cd player going at it until it hits the last song, and plays on cd repeat all night till i wake up. THAT would have been a perfect night this week but i couldnt get that! Stupid vacation, how come school weeks have been better than you? Now it's saturday, im not working tonight, im not working tomorrow, cold sores are gone, my voice is back, fever's gone, nose stopped running, fatigue is out the window, and im dressed to impress, hair looks really good, lets go out tonight! OH WAIT your vacation is over isnt it? you've lived it up? you're done right? oh poor me then, i guess ill just sit here and be lazy like ive been NOT wanting to do all friggen week!!!! And there's really nothing i can do about it because the only other person i could do something with lives too far away and my moms out with steve. so i can't even surprise any one of my friends with a lets do something tonight because i can't get a ride there. My vacation didn't suck, im not going to be like all those friends of yours who say my vacation sucked thanks for asking, im just saying i really wish i had done something with anyone that i can look back and say, god i love when i do that, maybe again next vacation. You know? Maybe someone will call with a plan to hang out tomorrow. Maybe ill make that my 11:11 wish. After, they've come true sometimes.

Ps. turned out it wasnt even a shooting star. I guess that wish for courage won't come through now will it?

PSS. Just needed to write that for the principle. And you're also the only person who's going to get that. Im going to laugh when someone else catches my mistake.

Blog. I challenge you to tell me of a word that's weirder than that in the English Language.


Yes. I think of those things.

so i have like three friends on this whole thing. why use it? not quite sure, any reason to make me write whats on my mind is just awsome, i suppose thats reason enough? whatevs (crap!, i didn't just say that) but im actually excited for auditions this week. not too sure about thend likeliness i get a lead role, but even if i dont, im going to have to much fun! being there with kelsey and cisco so much, im going to love it! it's been too long since ive been excited to audition for a show, since like...over the river and through the woods? sounds about right. go kelsey for doing this show! also, ive found that putting mps off a cd was the fastest way ive ever gotten songs onto my itunes. 160 songs almost INSTANTLY put onto my tunes. gotta love it. i need to learn how to do that myself, ill go from friend to friend stealing music onto disks and have a crazy ridiculous amount of songs on my itunes.
(i indented for loretta, jeeze)
break next week! can't friggen wait, it seems like christmas break just went by, and now we have another! ill be out adventurateing, ill be reuniting with the old group which thanks to my ridiculous emo rant brought them back somehow. makes me happy =)
also, i dont think it ever matters what we do, but when i go out with kelsey and veronica and whoever else decides to tag along, i have so much fun! it's great, even though i really need to start planning for the ridiculous freezing sensation that happens every time. yet somhoew i still radiate heat off me? not too sure how.

also, worst piano recital of my life, but theres no need to describe that. take my word for it